I've been having trouble recently.. I started writing a legacy, and even though there was only about one person reading it to motivate me, i feel like i just can't find the effort - or energy - to write anymore. I want a dramtic story, but i feel like i can't play it out right, or that im not doing it as i'd like to be. Im finding it sooo hard to start a dram that i'll enjoy, because whilst i feel like im never going to start the legacy up again, i don't want to delete my pics, cos there's about a chapters worth i need to upload.... And yet i think like im going to have to delete every pic in my launcher, and get a fresh start if i want to begin a story. I don't know anymore, and im feeling very OTT and meldramatic... I feel kind of - and this probably won't make sense - hazy... I dunno... i'm having difficulty in finding my creative spirit, because i feel like it's gone out, like a candle, but i don't know what inspiration i need - or want - to relight it! I feel so confused... it's probably that 'the painters are in' but i don't know - i just feel sooooo... beurghy. Buit seriously - what the foosballs am i doing telling you all about my woes and issues... i hope it's not like, a burden for you, or boring or annnoying for me to write this here - but i want to share my feelings, and i wanna keep my sim-stories a secret from my family. They wouldn't get it - or they'd think my stories are too "mature for my age". my mum thinks im some kind of 3-year-old baby, and my sister's think im a kid... If they knew how much more mature i was... well, they'd be shocked no doubt... AND i want my mum to treat me like a kid so she keeps giving my sweets... Dumb i know, but she won' give my money anymore, because she thinks i'll spend it all. Blah. Ehehe.... Sorry about offloading my troubles on you! thanks for listening... i really hope you get better soon, and don't keep having too many tests and stuff. Get well soon!!